For me you were awesome. And please stay mysterious. :D
What a messy room. Done packing my things. *sigh. Camotes Island tomorrow. :D
Always. Missin’ you :(
And he has the cutest smile ^ ^
This life is what you make it. No matter what, you’re going to mess up sometimes, it’s a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you’re going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they’ll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they’re your true best friends. Don’t let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they’ll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can’t give up because if you give up, you’ll never find your soulmate. You’ll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn’t mean you’re gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don’t, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life’s a beautiful thing and there’s so much to smile about.
If A is a success in life, then A equals x plus y plus z. Work is x; y is play; and z is keeping your mouth shut.
Normal thing in here when boredom strikes. Haha. Mixin’ outfits. Messy beds. Good thing is stressful nights over.
It’s official. Done with all the requirements.
First Sem. Welcome SEMBREAK. :D :)) Gotta have fun for the short break.
A Choice: 365 Days Journey of Me
As we grow older, life gets more complicated and busier. We can experience struggles and hardships day after day added with the deepening economic situation our world is under right now. Life, in short, unlike me, they didn’t determine what was impossible before it was even possible. We like to operate within our abilities but our abilities are limited only by our perceptions.
For most of my life I followed a safe path. I remember in vivid detail the moment I began the journey - a journey that I will live and stand for a lifetime. Four years ago, I dreamed of being an artist, but as much as I knew what I wanted, I felt compelled to consider what was reasonable in order to safeguard my economic future. As a result, I have lived within a fairly fixed set of possibilities and responsibilities that I would carry throughout my 365 days journey every year. Now, I’ve decided not to pursue my dream of being an artist instead I choose to be an Environmental Management student, advocating for the greener future and lifestyle of human race. I don’t study to paint canvasses and make a sculpture out of day in a cold and quite studio; I study in a four-cornered room filled with different person having the same mission as mine, mission to improve human actions/doings unto the environment we lived in. I am not profoundly unhappy with what has transpired in the years leading up to today. Most days I consider myself lucky that I have a fun life with this path, learning many things that I didn’t consider at first to have a great impact on me, a family that supports me throughout the journey, and the good mates I have. I, sometimes wonder what life would be like if I had made a different decision, if I choose to be artistic freedom over my safeguarded economic future.
I’ve come to a realization over the years that I am not the only person in this world who made this choice. I discovered these common, self-imposed restrictions are rather sneaky, though they started out, simple enough. We always do begin with worrying that we aren’t good at it, we don’t have the talent to do this, we aren’t smart enough like others to get what we want, then we voluntarily live in a framework that we don’t want either rather than confronting or fighting against our own role in this paralysis of life. We do believe that there are restrictions of the world. Yes, we go on to live our lives but we keep on wondering what can we do on it, change in it, and calculate when will be ready for the things we want to do and achieve all our dreams. Thinking that the grand scheme of life maybe is not about knowing or not knowing, choosing or not choosing perhaps it is doing what you love, and don’t stop until you get what you love. Work as hard as you can, don’t compromise, don’t waste time, and start your dream now.
Self reminder. Always broken. *isshhhhh* It’s difficult. Can’t help myself. My thing. But now, I’ll try. Hoping.
I didn’t want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that’s really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you’re so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare. *uggggghhh*
Gimingao nako. As'n. Superrr. :'(
- Nanay: O ate? Sajo paman, mata na lage kao?
- Me: *sobbing* Ya da man nay.
- Nay: Naunu kao? Uman jaoi sakit? Sakit nasb m talingga? Uman? Umay problema? Ate?
- Me: *crying*
- Nay: Ate ba?? Ate?
- Me: . . . *huhuhu* yaa *sob* aa da lage. *sob* Nanawag lam ako.
- Nay: Unu lage ba problema? Basin mahaod nasb kao sauna. Ate? Lajo da raba gjd diton. Ate?? Basin mahaod nasb kao sauna sa MSU. . . bla.bla.bla.
- Me: *sob* Tagmingao dako sa ijo. :'(
- Nay: Ayna si ate. Kalaong ko ni.atake nasb imo sakit. Katuyog na pagbalik. Ay ay kao gjd.
- Me: Nayyyy...
- Nay: Uman?
- Me: Haman si tatay?
- Nay: Jari tuyog pa. Kay man?
- Me: Ya da laman. Naa sige nay matuyog nako. Manawag rako nadjan.
- Nay: Na hala. Pag.inom tambay, ajao na sige bilar. Katuyog na. Goodnight ate. I love you.
- Me: Oo lage nay. Good night sb. Love you too.
- -totot- End.
- Wishing Tatay's already awake. : '( Miss him already. Have to go to sleep na, Hubag jud ning akong mata unja. Reasons again. Hahay.
There comes a point in your life when you realize who really matters, who never did, and who always will.